Cock - Schadenfreude

Why do you look at me
like I'm some kind of monster
When you're the one
who left me here alone

I never saw this coming
I just could not believe
I never knew what hit me
until I was on my knees

And now I wonder
if you get a certain pleasure
from watching as my life
falls apart

I know you look at me
because I am a monster
Driven you so far away
from your love for me

I never saw this coming
I just could not believe
I never knew what hit me
until I was on my knees