Okay so this song is kind of about learning things the hard way/how you often can’t understand the most fucked up things that have happened to you until much much later.

Knocking on the uke for my hand percussion, I really hope it counts 🥴 it took me so many takes to get one mostly right HAHA but it was fun to do 😌 💕 ✨

*BLIND SPOT

Take it back, what you said;
it still lives rent free in my head

Looking back, I blame me
for wasting away in this bed you made

Why am I the one who has to live this way?
Why are you the one who gets to walk away?

Look me in the eye and tell me I’m a liar
I did not sign up for this and I am fucking tired
of wishing I could hit rewind to see a little clearer
cause if I could I know I would have checked the rear view mirror

“I’m so glad that you’ve changed!”
And you wonder why I’m filled with shame

Why am I the one who has to live this way?
Why are you the one who gets to walk away?

Look me in the eye and tell me I’m a liar
I did not sign up for this and I am fucking tired
of wishing I could hit rewind to see a little clearer
cause if I could I know I would have checked the rear view mirror

Take it back, what you said
Take it back
Take it back
Take it back

Look me in the eye and tell me I’m a liar
I did not sign up for this and I am fucking tired
of wishing I could hit rewind to see a little clearer
cause if I could I know I would have checked the rear view mirror
Yeah, if I could I know I would have checked the rear view mirror*