Sister Cocain - Bryan Kandel

My brother despair, my sister cocaine
I’m back in the middle and losing again
I’ve been nothing but trouble, nothing but pain
Im a long way from you

All this entertainment is never enough
Find me, feel me , feed me, free me up

My nerves are bleeding; my eyes are numb
I’m seldom sane and sober some
I’m prone to leaving and known to run
I’m along way from home

all these conversations are wearing me thin
tell me, touch me, take me, turn me in

I don’t expect you to waste your time
my confessions may blow your mind

an amber addiction, a better disease
another defense, no one believes
a falling failure, far from clean
I’ve a long way to go

All this fascination’s closing me in
Hear me, head me, help me, hold me still

I don’t expect you to satisfy
My indifference will blow your mind

Am I innocent or am I wrong
Am I a foreigner or just all alone
Have I been misled or have I been stoned
I’m a long way from you