"Full of Courage"
by Merisan

I feel it creeping
around the corner
the rats are scratching at my door

You told the truth
But I wasn’t listening
and it’s not working for me anymore

I can’t pretend that I’m not resentful
You’ve heard me say all this before

Here we’re standing
full of courage
but the surrender
feels impossible

You want it your way
Well hey, I get it
You know I’ve tried those ways myself

No time for inward
investigation
If you want to get out of this hell

You can’t pretend that you’re not tired
of spending life inside a shell

So here we’re standing
full of courage
and the surrender
feels impossible

I want you to have everything
It’s painful to watch you struggle

So here we’re standing
full of courage
and the surrender
feels impossible

So here we’re standing
full of courage
So here we’re standing
full of courage
and the surrender
feels impossible